你最好聪明点， You better wise up,
这个时刻会到来的 the time is gonna come
那时，众人都要在神面前审判自己 when all men will judge themselves before God.
那将是最糟糕的地狱 It’ll be the worst hell.
地球上最糟糕的地狱 The worst Hell on Earth.
那会让纳粹德国看起来像野餐 It’ll make Nazi Germany look like a picnic.
你现在就得准备好， And you gotta be ready for that, right now,
此时此地， right here right now,
就这样! just like that!
这就是我们一直在做的事情 And that’s where we’re at all the time.
无论什么是必要的，你去做 Whatever is necessary, you do it.
当某人需要被杀时，没有错 When somebody needs to be killed, there’s no wrong.
你做到了，然后继续前进 You do it and move you on.
一场革命即将来临 There’s a revolution coming very soon.
你自己点燃了导火索 You’ve lit the fuse yourself.
我们要把你们这些混蛋剁成肉酱 We’re gonna cut and chop all you fuckers up.
洛杉矶会被夷为平地 L.A. will burn to the ground.
洛杉矶将被夷为平地 Los Angeles will burn to the ground.
又一次，你判断了自己的反映 Once again, you’ve judged a reflection of yourselves.
我们是你创造的我们 We are what you made us.
当你被背叛时 And when your so betrayed.
(不知所云)<我> [Unintelligible]
我不知道谁开的枪 I don’t know who fired the shot.
我不知道谁杀了国会议员 I don’t know who killed the congressman
就我而言，我杀了他， as far as I’m concerned I killed him,
你明白我在说什么， you understand what I’m saying,
我杀了他 I killed him.
他不该来 He had no business coming.
我告诉他不要来了 I told him not to come.
有尊严地死去 Die with a degree of dignity
有尊严地放弃你的生命 Lay down your life with dignity
不要带着泪水和痛苦躺下 Don’t lay down with tears and agony.
There is nothing to death There’s nothing to death
就像Mac说的， It’s like Mac said,
它只是跨到另一个平原 it’s just stepping over to another plain.
不要这样， Don’t be this way,
停止这些歇斯底里 stop these hysterics.
这不是社会主义共产主义者的死法 This is not the way for people who are socialistic communist to die.
我们不会死， No way for us to die,
我们必须有尊严地死去 we must die with some dignity.
我们死的时候必须有尊严 we must die with some dignity
我们将没有选择， We will have no choice,
现在我们有一些选择 now we have some choice.
你认为他们会允许这样做 You think their gonna allow this to be done.
允许我们通过这个 Allow us to get by with this
(不知所云)<我> [Unintelligible]
在你想之前从来没有人做过 It has never been done before you think.
历史上每个部落都这样做过 Its been done by every tribe in history.
每个部落都面临毁灭 Every tribe facing annihilation.
在亚马逊他们现在正在做这件事 In the Amazon their doing it right now
他们拒绝把任何婴儿带到这个世界上 they refuse to bring any babies into the world.
他们拯救每一个来到这个世界上的孩子 they save every child that comes into this world.
因为他们不想生活在这样的世界 Because they don’t want to live in this kind of world.
所以耐心点，耐心点 So be patient, be patient.
我告诉你，我不在乎你听到多少尖叫， I tell you, I don’t care how many screams you hear,
我不在乎有多少痛苦的哭泣， I don’t care how many anguished cries,
死比死好一百万倍 Death is a million times preferable
到这样的生活再过十天 to ten more days of this life.
如果你知道你的前面是什么， If you knew what was ahead of you,
如果你知道前面是什么， if you knew what was ahead of you,
你今晚会很高兴来的 you’d be glad to be stepping over tonight.
死亡，死亡，死亡是常见的 Death, death, death is common.
一周后的今晚， One week from tonight,
跟我一起，杰克·威尔逊， join me, Jack Wilson,
《犯罪现场》的特别版 for a special edition of Crime Scene.
我们要回到1969年8月9日和10日 We’re gonna journey back to August 9th and 10th 1969.
我们在等我们的父亲被释放 We’re waiting for our father to be set free.
《谋杀两夜》 Two nights of Murder
让整个洛杉矶陷入恐慌 that sent terror through Los Angeles
最终，是整个世界 and ultimately, the world.
审判日就要来了! Judgment Day is coming people!
下周犯罪现场， Next week on Crime Scene,
我们要让你和少数邪恶的人面对面， we’re going to bring you face to face with the evil few,
永远毒害了爱的一代 that forever poisoned the Love Generation.
当我和查理一家的成员交谈时 As I talk with the members of Charlie’s Family.
听莱斯利在监狱里的忏悔， Hear the jailhouse confessions of Leslie,
返校节女王， the homecoming queen,
被查理扭曲 twisted by Charlie
变成了一个持刀的疯子 into a knife wielding maniac.
鲍比，家族中不知名的关键人物 Bobby, the unknown lynchpin of the family
谁犯下了第一起谋杀案 who committed the first murder.
赛迪，现在是一个重生的基督徒， Sadie, now a born again Christian,
曾经是查理最蛮横的门徒 once Charlie’s most outrageous disciple.
帕蒂以前是主日学校的老师 Patty, a former Sunday School teacher.
她在查理身上找到了耶稣基督 She found Jesus Christ in Charlie.
特克斯，前高中橄榄球队长， And Tex, the former High School football Captain,
成为查理最血腥的屠夫 who became Charlie’s bloodiest butcher.
他们在查理身上找到了爸爸， In Charlie they found a Daddy,
一个爱人，一个救主 a lover, and a Savior.
只需要他的话就能点燃他们的心 And it only took his words to ignite within them
仇恨和谋杀的狂暴 a rampage of hate and Murder.
真正的凶手 The actual killers.
这是我们第一次关注的焦点， Bringing into focus for the first time,
作为查理家族成员的岁月 their years as members of Charlie’s Family.
爸爸很关心你，你可以从他的声音里听出来 Father cares, you can tell in his voice he cares.
我们嗑了那么多药，这是有道理的， Oh, we did so many drugs, and it made sense,
我的意思是，我们确信它会起作用 I mean we were sure that it would work.
杰克，你今天过得怎么样? How’s your day Jack?
她在申请假释，你知道， Well, she’s up for parole you know,
在年底 at the end of the year.
我的假释听证会被录下来并播出 My parole hearings are taped and broadcast.
这上面没有寄信人地址 There’s no return address on this one, hmm.
让我看看 Let me see.
那是什么鬼东西? What the hell is that?
看看这个， Take a look at this,
敬《查理》电影的猪制作人 To the Pig Producer of the Charlie movie.
还有多少， How much more,
我该受折磨吗 am I supposed to suffer,
我20岁时做的一件事 for something that I did when I was 20 years old.
接上半英寸的机器， Hook up the half inch machine,
我想看看这到底是什么 I wanna see what the hell it is.
你说对了 You got it.
蛇的力量， The powers of the serpent,
that live in all that live inside all...
查理 Charlie.
.．.这在无穷远的直线上成立， ...that is true on the line of infinity,
无限在所有生命中都有发言权 infinity speaks in all life
以迷失的孩子的声音…… in the voice of the lost Child...
杀死它 Kill it.
也许是寄信的人 Hey, you know, maybe whoever sent it
觉得你会用的上 thinks you’ll use it.
我绝对不会用那玩意的 There’s no way in hell I’m gonna use that thing.
每次他们提到谋杀案的时候， Every time they even make a mention of the murders,
《家族谋杀案》 the Family Murders,
是查理，查理，查理， it is Charlie, Charlie, Charlie,
邪恶王子，对吧? The, the Prince of Evil, right?
我很少看到他们提到 Very seldom have I ever seen them mention
那些放刀的孩子 the kids that put in the knives
还有受害者身上的子弹 and the bullets in the victims
这让我很恼火 That’s what gets me.
鲍比，吉普赛和我 Bobby and Gypsy and I
是这样的… were sort of this...
我们自己的旅行家庭 traveling family of our own.
我认识他的时候，就已经记下来了 I already had that shit down, when I met him.
我有我的女儿，他也有他的 I had my girls, he had his.
这真是… This is really getting...
放松 Relax.
胖鲍比，我… Heavy Bobby I’m...
我感觉很不好 I’m getting really bad vibes.
在酸 On acid.
它们在吃我的皮! They’re eating my skin!
帮帮我! Help me!
火山是美丽的! Volcanoes are beautiful!
火是美丽的! Fire is beautiful!
不，不，不! No, No, No!
(尖叫) [Screaming]
让它死吧! Let it die!
我要死了! I’m gonna die!
让它死去吧 Let it die.
随它去吧 Let it go.
让它去它想去的地方…… Let it go where it wants...
随它去吧 let it go.
随它去吧 Let it go.
让它死去，让它死去 Let it die, Let it die.
鲍比遇到了查理 Bobby met Charlie.
如果说有人受到了影响，那就是他 If anybody was influenced, it was him.
由我 By me.
于是我遇到了查理 And so I met Charlie.
做音乐是我认识查理的方式， Making music is how I met Charlie,
当我加入一个叫银河的乐队时， when I joined a band called the Milky Way,
查理在里面 Charlie was in it.
他是一个优秀的音乐家， He was a fine Musician,
非常强烈, very intense,
被关了那么久，印象非常深刻 very vivid from being locked up all that time.
他是一个伟大的词作者 And he was a great lyricist.
我和很多同龄的孩子一样， I was, like a lot of kids my age,
寻找上帝 looking for God.
去寻找上帝 On a quest for God.
跌跌撞撞, Stumbling around,
吸毒 taking drugs.
有点像森林里的盲女， Kind of like a blind girl in a Forest,
我来敲一下 Let me hit that now.
琳达，我想让你这次和我一起去牧场 Linda, I want you to come to the Ranch with me this time.
就几天 Just for a few days.
查理的行为是发自内心的 Charlie acts from his soul.
查理是我们一直在等待的人 Charlie is the man that we’ve all been waiting for.
我和我的狗一起住在这间公寓里， I was living in this apartment, with my Dog,
我的生活非常常规 and my life was really routine.
我只是去上班，回家，购物 I’d just go to work, go home, go shopping.
上班，回家，购物 Go to work, go home, go shopping.
而且，这真的很累人 And, it was really a drag.
然后查理突然出现 And then Charlie blows in
他改变了一切 and he just changed everything.
我把一切都放下了 And I dropped it all.
然后我就走了 And I just took off.
他激发了我所有的潜能 He brought out all these things in me
我只是把它放在插槽里 that I was just sticking in slots.
查理出来后， When Charlie got out,
那年他33岁， he was 33,
他从13岁起就被关起来了 he’d been locked up since he was 13.
他很孤独 And he was lonely.
这是第一次 And this was the first time
他有一群关心他的女人， he had a group of women that cared about him,
爱他的人 that loved him.
查理爱那些女孩 And Charlie loved those girls.
他对他们非常尊重 He treated them with plenty of respect.
我是想接近查理的女儿们 Well, I was trying to get close to Charlie’s girls.
查理居然认识丹尼斯， It’s astounding that Charlie even knew Dennis,
我们都生活在这个世界里 and that we were all living in this
摇滚明星的豪宅 rock stars mansion in the first place.
但后来丹尼斯聪明了 But then Dennis wised up
把我们都赶了出去 and kicked us all out.
农场里有很多酸 There’s a lot of acid at the ranch.
女孩们去哪，我就去哪 Well of course I went where the girls went.
我跟着他们去了农场， I followed them out to the ranch,
努力让自己和查理融为一体 and tried to integrate myself with Charlie.
我带着全部的爱来找你 I came to you with all the love in my heart.
你杀了我，伙计 And you slaughtered me man.
你杀了我 You slaughtered me.
现在我得躲起来 And now I gotta hide,
我得藏起我的灵魂 I gotta hide my soul
这样你就不会杀我了 so you won’t kill me.
这就是为什么孩子们要躲起来， And that’s why the kids have to hide,
他们出来，他们的父母说 They come out and their parents say
闭嘴，回到你自己的内心 shut up get back inside of yourself.
你不需要这么聪明， You don’t need to be so bright,
因为那样我们就得评判自己了 cause then we’ve got to judge ourselves.
他们讨厌看自己 They hate to look at themselves.
他们讨厌看到自己的真相，伙计 They hate to look at the truth in themselves man.
他们迫害自己 They persecute themselves.
查理, Charlie,
这是特克斯 this is Tex.
我有什么都可以给你 You can have anything I got.
查理根本不是领导者 Charlie wasn’t the leader at all.
他跟着我们，照顾我们 He followed us around and took care of us.
你准备好去死了吗? Are you ready to die?
是的，我是 Yes I am.
然后永远活下去! Then live forever!
被家族和查理接受了 Being accepted by the Family and Charlie
就像一个答案 was like an answer
对未说出口的祈祷的回答 an answer to an unspoken prayer.
在他的慌乱之行之前 Before his Helter Skelter trip,
一切都很美好 everything was beautiful.
我们只是抽大麻， All we did was smoke grass,
滴酸， and drop acid,
然后做爱， and make love,
尽可能多 as much as possible.
我们被迫审视自己的灵魂， We were forced to examine our souls,
不是私下，也不是秘密， not privately, or secretly,
但在查理之前 but before Charlie
还有整个家庭 and the entire family.
我是说，真的，一切一切都是为了， I mean, really, everything that everything was for,
是为了做爱 was for fucking.
一切都是为了这个，伙计 That’s what everything was for, Man.
用LSD来统一我们自己 To unify ourselves with LSD.
我是说，如果我们不做爱， I mean, if we weren’t fucking,
我们正朝着它前进 we were leading up to it.
它很沉 It was heavy.
如果我们没有在一起，那就是在做爱 And if we weren’t leading up to it, we were fucking.
我没有任何群交经验， I didn’t have any experience with group sex,
但我对它有了兴趣 but I warmed up to it.
女孩们一直告诉我， The girls kept telling me,
这是我父母的问题， that it was my parents’ hang ups,
我不得不让自己戒掉 that I had to deprogram myself
摆脱他们的压抑 from their inhibitions.
查理说整个宇宙就是为了这个，伙计 That’s what Charlie said the whole universe was about, man
这都是一场大操 it was all one big fuck.
一切都进进出出， Everything was in and out,
抽烟，吃饭，喝酒 smoking, and eating, and drinking.
这不过是一次大操 It was all just one big fuck.
我们不是嬉皮士， We’re not hippies,
我们是光滑的 we’re slippies.
这个牧场相当偏僻 Well, the ranch was fairly isolated.
你得走小路 You had to take a back road
从圣苏珊娜山口到那里 from the Santa Susanna Pass to get there,
它属于这个 and it was owned by this
八十岁，一个叫乔治的盲人 eighty year old, blind guy named George.
查理从未真正相信过 Well, Charlie never really believed
乔治完全瞎了 that George was completely blind.
他会得到其中一个女孩 He would have one of the girls
时不时地在他面前脱光衣服， strip down in front of him from time to time,
只是想看看有没有什么反应 just to see if there was some sort of reaction.
查理总是试图培养乔治 Charlie was always trying to cultivate George
和女孩们在一起， with the girls, you know,
为了帮忙做饭和打扫， to help cook and clean,
和他做爱 and make love to him.
当然，我们还在农场帮忙 And of course we helped out around the ranch.
不管怎样，铲粪， Whatever, shoveling manure,
梳理马匹， grooming the horses,
无论如何都要保持良好的形象， whatever it took to keep up a good front,
让我们在乔治面前有面子 and make us look good with George.
在大多数情况下， And for the most part,
我们和其他农场工人相处得很好 we got along with the other ranch hands.
该死的，你们这些嬉皮混蛋! Goddamn it move you hippie bastards!
除了小矮子 Except for Shorty.
怪胎! Freaks!
原谅我 Excuse me.
查理试过了, Charlie tried,
但小矮子只是一个农场工人 but Shorty was just that one ranch hand
他无法施展魔法的地方 that he couldn’t work his magic on.
查理不是在寻求关注 Charlie wasn’t looking for attention.
所以他才有这么多 Which is why he got so much of it.
你们这些人的观念真奇怪 You people sure have strange concepts
男朋友，女朋友 of boyfriend, girlfriend.
嗨,特克斯 Hi Tex.
嘿特克斯 Hey Tex.
赛迪 Sadie.
我见到鲍比的时候不知道该怎么理解他 I didn’t know what to make of Bobby when I met him.
他看起来像个被宠坏的超级嬉皮士? He seemed like a spoiled, super hippy, you know?
傲慢，总是试图利用 Arrogant, always trying to use
一种他并没有的力量， a power that he didn’t really have,
来影响小组里的其他人 to influence the rest of the group.
有什么问题吗? What’s the problem?
昨晚，你说的 Last night, you said
今天早上我们要去游泳 we were going swimming this morning.
我不知道你会在谷仓里，该死的鲍比 I didn’t know you were going to be in the barn, fucking Bobby.
听着，我不属于你，特克斯，你懂的 Look, I don’t belong to you Tex, you got that.
我不属于任何人 I don’t belong to anybody.
我可以做任何我想做的事， I can do anything I want,
你也可以 and so can you.
那你当初为什么带我来这里? Then why in hell did you bring me here in the first place?
我带你来见大家 I brought you here to meet everyone.
我带你来见查理 I brought you here to meet Charlie.
查理，查理，查理，查理 Charlie, Charlie, Charlie, Charlie
有时我们的集体性爱会很滑稽， Sometimes our group lovemaking could be pretty comical,
其他时候是毁灭性的 other times it was devastating.
但这就是我们成长的方式 But that’s how we were growing.
我们是一家人 We were forming a bond as a family.
查理指挥着所有的能量， And Charlie was directing all these energies,
但是没有人能指挥他们 but no one could direct them.
查理不是我们的领袖 Charlie wasn’t our leader.
他不想让我们缠着他， He didn’t want us hanging on him,
就像我们的父母希望我们紧紧抓住他们一样 like our parents wanted us to hang onto them.
我们不需要他们 We didn’t need them.
查理，让我们变得美丽 Charlie let us be beautiful.
我愿意为查理而死， I’m willing to die for Charlie,
因为他是我 because he’s me.
我们相信 Well, we believed
我们在精神上净化自己 that we were cleansing ourselves, spiritually.
目的是达到内心的和谐， The goal was to achieve an inner harmony,
作为一个群体， as a group,
作为世界其他国家的榜样 as an example to the rest of the world.
我们认为这是虚伪和绝望 Which we saw as phony and desperate.
我们这样谈论查理 We talk this way about Charlie,
人们会说， and people say,
像你这样的人， people like you,
说我们被洗脑了 say that we’re brainwashed.
但我们见过查理做过一些事 But we’ve seen Charlie do things
这是人类从未做过的 that no human being has done before.
我们看见他在沙漠里捡起一只鸟 We saw him pick up a bird in the desert
对着它呼吸 and breath on it
让它起死回生 and bring it back to life.
他说， And he said,
我说过你是完美的 See I told you you were perfect.
你必须永远认为自己是完美的 You must always think of yourself as perfection.
我买下了它， And I bought it,
还有他，还有整个洗脑 and him and the whole brainwash.
伙计，我一直想跟大家聊聊天 Man, I’ve been trying to get a buzz off everybody.
没有人一无所有 Nobody has nothing.
Awwhhh Awwhhh.
Clem ! Clem!
我需要嗑药 I need to get high.
给我装一碗 Pack me a bowl.
拜托 Please.
这是最后一个 That was the last one.
你在开玩笑吧 Oh, you’ve got to be kidding,
没有了 there isn’t any more.
不! No!
该死的! Goddamn it!
该死的，查理，太糟糕了 Goddamn it, Charlie, that sucks.
嗯……是的 Hmmmm... yeah.
我认识一些傻瓜， I know some knuckleheads,
我们至少可以烧个盖子 we can burn for at least a lid.
来吧，我们走 C’mon, let’s go.
哇，哇， Whoa, whoa now,
哇, whoa there,
哇，赛迪! whoa there Sadie!
嘿，嘿，嘿， Hey, hey, hey,
查理，查理，放开我的腿 Charlie, Charlie, let go of my leg.
喔喔喔嘿嘿 Whoa whoa hey hey.
嘿，哇，赛迪 Hey, whoa Sadie.
哇 Whoa.
等一下 Hold on now.
噢,我的, Oh my,
你的脚真脏，赛迪 you’ve got some dirty feet here, Sadie.
让我们把它们擦干净 Let’s clean them.
那是一种爱 There was a love there.
一种非常强烈，非常真实的爱 A very strong, a very true love there.
如果我没有感觉到 And if I hadn’t felt it,
我就不会跟着查理 I wouldn’t have followed Charlie.
一个联合! A Joint!
你有，你有大麻! You’ve got, you’ve got pot!
感谢上帝， Oh thank God,
查理有一根大麻 Charlie has a joint.
你能把这个点燃吗? Would you light this.
但是直到我看到你们都知道自己是谁 But until I see all of you knowing who you are
我要做我自己 I’m going to be very much what I am.
上帝全能的上帝 God Almighty God.
你觉得是谁送的录像带? Who do you think sent that tape?
也许这是一些孩子的恶作剧 Maybe it was a practical joke by some kids.
你知道，查理一直在 You know, Charlie has been
对很多孩子来说就像是地下英雄 sort of an underground hero for a lot of these kids.
等一下，我想给你看样东西 Wait a minute, I want to show you something.
那天我本想给你看的 I meant to show you this the other day.
我在黑暗幻想漫画书店买的， I picked it up at the Dark Fantasy Comic Book store,
但是看看这个， but look at this,
一排又一排查理的脸，看啊 Row after row of Charlie faces, look at that.
然后我意识到， And then I realized,
这一切都指向了现在 that it’s been all been leading to right now.
你知道，就像家庭一样， You know, it’s like the family,
这是最后一次 this is the last time.
因为现在，我有完美的身材， Because now, I’ve got the perfect body,
我一直想要的那个 the one I’ve wanted all along.
最强的一个 The strongest one.
那将是最后一次度过难关的人 The one that’s gonna make it through for the last time.
查理告诉我们 Charlie told us
孩子们才是家族真正的领袖 that Children were the real leaders of the Family.
他们是引领潮流的人 They were the ones who lead the way.
因为我们服侍他们，他们就带头 Since we waited on them they set the pace.
耶稣基督和他的孩子只是孩子 Jesus Christ and his children were just kids.
他们生活自由，没有罪恶感， They were living free, without guilt,
而且毫无羞耻 and without shame.
他们可以脱下衣服 They were able to take off their clothes
躺在阳光下，合二为一 and lie in the sun and be one, together.
我们一起嗑药嗑过几百次， We took hundreds of acid trips together,
一起抽了很多大麻 smoked a lot of pot together,
因为我们想像查理一样 because we wanted to be like Charlie,
因为对我们来说， because to us,
他活得完美无缺 he was living perfection.
我们想模仿他 We wanted to mirror him.
我们做爱太多了 We had so much sex.
我们做了你能想到的各种性爱 We had every kind of sex you can imagine.
我们做了你想都想不到的事 We did things you’d never even think of.
我现在还没死于疾病真是个奇迹 It’s a miracle I’m not dead from diseases by now.
我没有标准， I had no standards,
我愿意和任何人上床 I would sleep with anybody.
任何人我想， Anybody I wanted to,
或者查理想让我去的任何人 or anybody Charlie wanted me to.
他总是把我给最坏的机车手 He would always give me to the meanest biker
或者最疯狂的人， or the craziest whoever,
因为他说我可以用性爱吓到任何人 because he said I could out freak anyone with sex.
好的，打印出来 Alright, go ahead and print that.
你知道当家族案开始审理时， You know when the trial started for the Family,
这真的是一个里程碑 it was really the milestone
嬉皮运动的终结 in the death of the Hippie Movement,
大家都认为帕蒂·赫斯特… everyone really thinks Patty Hearst...
马丁·路德·金为爱而死! Martin Luther King died with love!
肯尼迪去世，谈论一些事情 Kennedy died, talking about something
他甚至不能理解， he couldn’t even understand,
某种广义的爱 some kind of generalized love
他甚至都没有备份! and he never even backed it up!
他吸出去了! He sucked out!
<我>废话! Bullshit!
<爱是唯一的武器 Love is the only weapon
我要和谁战斗? with which I’ve got to fight?
我有一大堆武器要打! I’ve got a hell of a lot of weapons to fight!
我有我的衣服， I’ve got my clothes,
i 've got compass， I’ve got compasses,
我有枪， I got guns,
我有炸药， I got dynamite,
我有一大堆该死的事情要做! I’ve got a hell of a lot to fight!
我要战斗，我要战斗! I’ll fight, I’ll fight!
(不知所云) [Unintelligible]
我呼吁你现在停止这一切， I call on you to stop this now,
如果你有一点尊重的话 if you have any respect at all.
我们是黑人，骄傲的社会主义者，还是什么? Are we Black, proud, socialists, or what are we?
这让我想起了一件事 Hey now, that reminds me of something.
还记得我买海报的那家书店吗? Remember the bookstore where I got the poster?
他们有两张查理专辑，都有 OK they had both of Charlies Albums there, both of them.
无论是黑胶唱片还是cd唱片 On either vinyl or CDs.
他终于做了唱片箱 Well, he finally made the record bins.
我认为这很荒谬 I think it’s ridiculous.
是啊，但你买了吗? Yeah, but did you buy them?
特里，和查理谈话是什么感觉? So Terry, what was it like to talk to Charlie?
你可以小剂量服用 You could take him in very small doses.
我是说，他会朝你扔十样东西， I mean, he’d throw ten things at you,
数到三， you’d be on three,
他会在七楼的时候动手 he’d be on seven and getting real physical about it.
他会弯下腰， He’d, he’d bend over,
他会捡起一把石头 he’d pick up a handful of rocks
他把它们抛向空中，然后说 and he’d toss them into the air and say
看，你可以把它全部扔掉，它还是会回到你身边的 See, you can throw it all away and it’ll come back to you.
今天早上，我们闪耀着神圣的和谐 We’re flashing with divine harmony this morning.
我只是在太阳升起的时候写了两首歌 I just wrote two songs while the sun was rising.
非常非常好 Very, very, Groovy.
查理不愿意出卖自己 Charlie was not willing to sell out
唱片制作人 to the Record producers,
第一个也是最重要的要求是什么 which is the first and most important requirement
在这个行业愿意接受一个艺术家之前 before the industry is willing to handle an artist.
你想要专业的声音! Do you want professional sound!
也许你能用上什么? Maybe something you can use?
我建议你进卡座然后… I suggest you get in the booth and ...
嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿，嘿! Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!
有什么问题吗? What’s the problem here, huh?
许多音乐家说他们不在乎钱， Many musicians say they don’t care about the money,
但他们承诺 yet they commit themselves
在指定的地方， to be at given places,
在某些时候， at certain times,
生产有销路的产品 and to produce what sells.
不管他们信不信 Whether they believe it or not.
查理不想要那样的成功 Charlie didn’t want that success.
查理想以自己的方式获得成功 Charlie wanted success on his own terms,
他不想被囚禁 he didn’t want to be imprisoned.
我知道什么对我们最好，我知道! I know what’s best for us man, I know!
你知道这间录音室的音响效果吗? Do you know anything about the acoustics in this studio?
你了解情商吗? Do you know anything about EQ?
你知道怎么混吗? Do you know anything about mixing?
我知道自由爱情社会的能量射线， I know about the Energy Rays of a free love society,
我知道你冷酷无情的技术 and I know your cold heartless technology
还没有定义吗? hasn’t defined that yet?
阿门,查理 Amen, Charlie.
但它就在那里， But it’s there,
它是在这里, it’s here,
就在这儿，明白吗? It’s here, dig?
就像一个想法， Like a thought,
这是一个想法， it’s a thought,
这是一个想法， it’s in a thought,
这是我对你的一个想法吗? it’s in a thought from me to you?
我不需要忍受这些! I don’t have to take this shit!
杰瑞，杰瑞，杰瑞，杰瑞，杰瑞，来吧，伙计! Jerry, Jerry, Jerry, Jerry, Jerry c’mon man!
查理，你在干什么 Charlie, what are you doing,
你不能扇别人耳光! you don’t go slapping people!
去你妈的，还有你那狗屁工作室! Well fuck you and your bullshit Studio!
嘿，你是这么想的吗，伙计? Hey, is that what you think Man?
查理按自己的方式做事 Charlie does things his way.
他不遵守公司的养猪规定 He don’t conform to the pig rules of the establishment.
特里，你和查理一起在录音棚工作过 So Terry, you worked in the studio with Charlie.
现在你是他的制作人 Now you’re his Producer.
作为一个音乐家，你觉得他怎么样， What, what did you think of him, as a musician,
作为一个艺术家? as an artist?
查理在悬崖边上 Charlie was at the edge.
整个六十年代的场景 Just the whole sixties scene,
洛杉矶 L.A.
事情已经发展到临界点了 Things kind of built to a critical mass
有一次，我真的在想， and at one point, I actually thought,
好吧，也许真的有什么 Well, maybe there is something
我们可以用这个，但是， we could do with this, but,
但音乐真的很烂，不是吗? But the music was really crap, wasn’t it?
是的，音乐糟透了 Yes, the music was crap.
在BBC，我们太正式了 We’re so formal over here, on the BBC.
[Charlie唱]就过来说你爱我， [Charlie singing] Just come and say you love me,
<放弃你的世界， give up your world,
得了吧，你可以 c’mon, you can be...
我是说查理的情况看起来不错 I mean things looked good for Charlie
每个人都在开玩笑 and everybody was just goofing
他们都在幻想 with their head in the clouds.
我们放弃了自己的生日 Well, we gave up our own birthdays
和我们的家庭断绝关系 and renounced our families.
查理不允许有钟表日历 Charlie didn’t allow any clocks, calendars,
或者在农场里做类似的事 or anything like that on the ranch.
丹尼斯和鲍比在捐赠食物， Dennis and Bobby were donating food,
汽车，女人等等 cars, women whatever.
它总是顺从， It was always submit,
给查理点东西 give something to Charlie.
提交你所有的东西， Submit everything you had,
屈服于你的自我 submit your ego.
如果你不把牧场的地契给我， If you do not give me the deed to the ranch,
我就把你扔到铁轨上! I will throw you on the rail road track!
Ahaaaahhhhaaaaahhhhhh ! Ahaaaahhhhaaaaahhhhhh!
的帮助! Help!
救救我，救救我! Save me, save me!
我们只是嗑药 We’d just drop acid
从这一大堆衣服和服装中分一份， and share out of this big pile of clothes and costumes,
角色扮演一整天 and role play the day away.
改变情境和角色 Changing situations and characters.
你们很快就会离开这里了， Well, you’re all going to be clearing out of here pretty soon,
因为乔治真的累了 because George is getting real tired
你让他的牧场声名狼藉 of you giving his ranch a bad name.
我真搞不懂你们这些小混蛋 I don’t understand all you little creeps.
查理不是耶稣基督 Charlie’s not Jesus Christ,
他不是魔鬼 he’s not the Devil.
他只是个小骗子 He’s just a little con man,
他半辈子都在监狱里度过该死的! he’s spent half his life in jail goddamn it!
一旦那些飞车党和有前科的人搬到牧场， Well once the bikers and ex-cons moved onto the ranch,
它变成了拆车厂 it became a chop shop
偷来的车，还有沙丘车 for stolen cars, and dune buggies.
小矮子开始记下车牌号 And Shorty began taking down license plate numbers.
小矮子嫁给了一个跳摇摆舞的黑人， Now Shorty was married to this black go-go dancer,
这让查理很生气 and that just burned Charlie up
因为这完全违背了他的种族哲学 because it went totally against his racial philosophies.
嘿，黑鬼爱好者! Hey you nigger lover!
我听说你老婆干得不错 I heard your wife takes it up the ass.
这是真的吗? Is that true?
好吧，嘴宽船沉 Well loose lips sink ships.
他从来没有说过这么多 He never said, in so many words
他就是基督 that he was Christ,
但他会暗示 but he would imply.
比如，当他看着我的时候 Like, when he’d look at me
然后微笑着说 and smile and he’d say
“你不知道我是谁吗?” “Don’t you know who I am?”
我昨晚和查理做爱了 I made love to Charlie last night.
是吗? Yeah?
怎么样? How was it?
嗯，那是…… Well, it was...
来吧…… C’mon...
是什么样的? Like what was it like?
这是, It was,
太棒了 it was great.
有点吓人 It was kind of scary.
他对我说了很多好话 He said all these really nice things to me.
然后当他开始来的时候…… Then when he started to come...
他真的很紧张 he got real tense.
然后他高潮了，我来了，但是… And then he climaxed and I came but...
我得到了所有… I got all...
紧张 tense.
我的胳膊都动不了了 It was like, I couldn’t move my arms
大概一分钟 for about a minute at all.
我瘫痪了 I was paralyzed.
真的很可怕 It was real scary.
那是因为你的自尊正在消亡 That’s because your ego was dying.
直到你完全奉献自己， Until you give of yourself completely,
你的自尊已经死了， and your ego’s dead,
你不能在现在 you can’t be at the now.
明白我的意思了吗? See what I’m saying?
但你知道，这种情况确实发生了 But it happens, you know.
别废话了 Stop this nonsense.
别再这样了 Don’t carry this on any more.
你使孩子们兴奋了 You’re exciting the children.
No, No sorrow that 's over. . No, no sorrow that it’s over.
我很高兴它结束了 I’m glad it’s over.
快点，快点，我的孩子们，快点 Hurry, hurry my children, hurry.
按住它，我们还有时间 Hold it down, we’ve got time.
这是自杀行为 It’s an act of suicide,
做出革命性的自杀行为 commit an act of revolutionary suicide.
我们现在已经到了理性的尽头 We are now at the end of reason.
我们就是运动本身 We are motion itself.
我们是永恒的革命 We are eternal revolution.
如果你开车，你会害死我们俩的! If you get behind the wheel you’ll kill us both!
现在把钥匙给我 Now give me the keys.
把钥匙给我，我明早再来 Give me the keys, I’ll be back in the morning.
不 No.
把它们给我 Give them to me.
不，我带我们回家 No, I’ll take us home.
来喝一杯吧 C’mon have a drink.
我得回家了 I gotta go home.
谢谢你! Thanks for nothing!
我很抱歉 I’m sorry.
嘿,思米, Hey Simi,
怎么了? what’s the matter?
什么都没有 Nothing.
你想来点这个吗? Do you want some of this?
Hunh-uh Hunh-uh.
特克斯是想取悦查理 Tex was trying to please Charlie.
你在做什么? What are you doing?
到这里来 Come here.
查理很喜欢 Charlie loved it
当他们把年轻女孩带进这个家族的时候 when they brought young girls into the Family.
他称之为《年轻的爱》 “Young Love” is what he called it.
去给我找点年轻的爱 Go get me some young love.
我送你回家 Hey, I’ll take you home,
我送你回家 I’ll take you home.
别担心 Don’t worry about it.
我去找查理拿面包车的钥匙 I’ll get the keys to the bread truck from Charlie.
好了够了 Okay enough.
去找查理拿钥匙 Go get the keys from Charlie.
只要你答应 Only if you promise
和我一起去参加派对 to come to a party with me.
什么聚会吗? What party?
我们经常在这里开派对 We throw parties here all the time.
每个人都想见见你 Everybody wants to meet you.
来看看这个， Just come to this one,
好吧? okay?
好的 OK.
好吗? OK?
特里本该进来的 Terry was supposed to come in
记录我们在自然环境中的生活 and record us in our natural environment.
查理也认为一份唱片合约即将到来 Charlie thought a record deal was coming too.
当我出现的时候， When I showed up,
牧场正如火如荼地进行着 the ranch was in full swing.
是的，我们有很高的期望 Yeah, we had high expectations.
查理让我们把这里彻底打扫了一遍 Charlie had us clean the place from top to bottom.
我们有zuzus， We had zuzus,
数以百计的关节被滚动 hundreds of joints were rolled.
女孩们， And the girls,
他们准备了这个 well they prepared this
丰盛的素食盛宴 outstanding vegetarian feast.
那些商店扔掉的食物 The food that those stores threw away
非常好， was perfectly good,
我们只取了那里最好的东西 and we only took the very best of what was there.
[Charlie唱]哦，垃圾场， [Charlie singing] Oh garbage dump,
哦，垃圾场， oh garbage dump,
为什么你被称为垃圾场， Why are you called a garbage dump,
我来到牧场的第一天， The first day I came to the ranch,
查理让我去捡垃圾 Charlie sent me on a garbage run.
他说带些干净的衣服 He said take some clean clothes
因为你会弄脏的 ’cause you’ll get all dirty.
所以我去了市场 And so I went down to the market
我跳进了罐子里 and I hopped in the can,
我们把一切都搞得一团糟 and we went through everything and got all dirty
我们取了所有东西中最好的 and we just took the best of everything.
我们拿过来清洗 And we took it and cleaned it
然后剥了皮 and took the skins off
把所有斑点都剪掉 and cut all the spots out.
这里没有人挨饿 Nobody goes hungry here.
你可以用我的垃圾堆养活全世界，< i> You could feed the world with my garbage dump,
查理，对不起，伙计 Charlie I’m sorry man.
很抱歉我不能来 I’m sorry I couldn’t make it.
我是， I was uh,
我在开会，好吧 I was tied up in a meeting, okay.
嘿，嘿，查理， Hey, hey whoa, Charlie,
查理，冷静点， Charlie, ease up man,
我从没答应过你我会去 I never promised you I’d be there.
我说了如果可以的话我会来的 I said I’d come if I could, okay.
是的 Yeah.
就像我之前跟你解释过的 It’s like I tried to explain to you before, OK.
唱片公司高管 The record execs
不要认为你的东西现在有销路 don’t think your stuff is marketable right now.
我建议我们做什么 What I suggest that we do
我们要一直坐到春天吗 is we’ll sit on it until spring
谁知道你， and who knows you,
到那时，你可能是最出名的， by then you could be the biggest name since,
自从吉姆·莫里森之后 since Jim Morrison.
哇，哇，哇，哇， Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
你说做决定是什么意思 what do you mean make up my mind.
这一小段时间， This one little space in time,
查理在那里 where Charlie was there.
但是他不在那里 But he wasn’t there.
小怪物 Little freak.
啊,啊! Ahhh, ahhh!
没人在乎我的音乐 Nobody cares about my music.
没有人在乎 Nobody cares.
查理觉得自己被背叛了 Charlie felt betrayed.
他的专辑会让我们发财 His album was going to make us rich
它将把他的信息传播到全世界 and it was going to spread his message to the world.
我是说这并没有拖我们的后腿， I mean it didn’t slow us down,
我们都准备好举办一个盛大的派对了 we all the makings for a great party.
当西米和家人一起来的时候， When Simi came with the family,
她是个处女，她很害怕 she was a virgin and she was scared.
她吓呆了 She was scared stiff.
查理是我见过的最时髦的人 Charlie’s about the hippest guy I ever met.
他会打开你小脑袋的大门 He’s going to open doors in this little brain of yours.
这个也一样 So will this.
那是什么? What’s that?
这是LSD This is LSD.
来，拿两个 Here take two.
我们已经下降了 We’ve already dropped.
今晚全家人都要狂欢 The whole Family’s tripping tonight.
我以前没吸过烈性毒品 I haven’t done any hard drugs before.
这不是一种烈性毒品 It’s not a hard drug.
我们不吸烈性毒品 Oh, we don’t do any hard drugs.
只是，只是酸 It’s just, it’s just acid.
又不是海洛因或可卡因之类的 It’s not like it’s heroin or cocaine or anything.
这是一种节奏 It’s a groove.
我不知道怎么做 I don’t know how.
你不知道怎么做是什么意思 What do you mean you don’t know how.
这就像去看医生一样 It’s just like going to the doctor’s office.
伸出你的舌头，说啊 Stick out your tongue and say Ahhh.
说,啊 Say, Ahhh.
我想， Well, I guess,
我一直在想， I’ve always wondered,
它是什么样的， what it’s like,
你知道的，去旅行 you know, to trip.
这是一种节奏 It’s a groove.
说啊 Say Ahhh.
啊… Ahhh...
说啊 Say Ahhh.
啊 Ahhhh
这是她第一次和家人在一起 On her first big experience with the family
我们都被迷幻药绊倒了 we all tripped on acid.
她就这样摔了一跤 And she plum tripped out on that.
她完全疯了 She flipped completely out.
我们都在跌跌撞撞地前进 We were all tripping right along
我们把她的脑袋打爆了 and we balled her brains out.
这不是强奸， It wasn’t rape,
她很喜欢 she loved it.
啊! Ahhhh!
就像… It it’s like...
她会开始反抗 she would start fighting
她在挣扎，害怕，挣扎 and she’s fighting and scared and fighting.
然后她就会冷静下来，发出一声"啊" And then she’d calm down and go “uhhhh”.
然后她就会意识到她身上发生了什么， And then she’d realize what was happening to her,
她会很害怕，很害怕 and she’d get all scared and frightened.
然后查理坐在角落里 And and Charlie was sitting in the corner
只是指挥行动 just directing the operation.
是的，我知道西米·雪莉是谁 Yes I knew who Simi Sherry was.
我知道她被强奸了 And I know she was raped.
但那是鲍比和查理， But that was Bobby and Charlie,
我跟那事一点关系都没有 I had nothing to do with that.
不，她就这么消失了 No, she just vanished.
再也没有她的消息 Never heard from her again.
我现在在每晚的祷告中为她祈祷 I pray for her now in my nightly prayers.
我只是感谢上帝，她及时逃出来了 I just thank God she got out when she did
否则她可能也会进监狱 or else she might have ended up in prison too.
你竟敢为我祈祷 You’ve got the nerve to pray for me.
i 'm just as I’m just as...
you 're just as you’re just as...
我是多么恶心啊! disgusting as I am!
这是你的错 It’s your fault.
我一直都恨你! I’ve always hated you!
你毁了我! You ruined me!
你毁了我的一生! You ruined my whole life!
我的一生! All my life!
<我>我们斗争 We struggle.
我的意思是我们与自己斗争，你知道 I mean we struggle with ourselves you know.
查理，我不会放弃我所有的财产的 Charlie, I am not going to give up all my possessions
和你住在一起，伙计 and come live with you, man.
突然间有了更多的谈话 Suddenly there was a lot more talk
关于恐惧和它的作用 about fear and its usefulness.
像动物一样， Be like an animal,
像郊狼一样 be like a coyote.
利用恐惧来帮助你生存 Use fear to help you exist
活在当下 and to live in the now.
我想我试图让自己相信自己是女巫 Well, I think I tried to make myself believe I was a witch.
我是，安娜，那个好女巫 I was, Yanna, the good witch.
查理刚换了档 Charlie just shifted gears.
我们忽略了体制 We ignored the establishment
我们甚至比以前更无视现实 and we ignored reality even more than we before.
我们只是继续“神奇神秘之旅” We just continued on with the “Magical Mystery Tour”.
查理从披头士那里学来的 Charlie got that from the Beatles.
他称生命为， He called life,
或生命的流动， or the flow of life,
“神奇神秘之旅” “The Magical Mystery Tour”.
我们都是它的一部分， We were all part if it,
一个思想，一个灵魂， one mind, one soul,
一个身体在里面，和它在一起 one body within it, and with it.
这完全是偏执的状态 It’s a total state of paranoia,
它是, it’s,
当你意识到这一点的时候， it’s man when you’re that aware,
你, you,
你能感受到一切， you can feel everything,
你可以看到所有移动的东西， you can see everything that moves,
你能听到所有发出声音的东西， you can hear everything that makes a sound,
你能闻到每一种气味 you could smell every smell.
当你意识到的时候， And when you’re that aware,
你在现在 you’re at the now.
这是我们开始交往的时候 This is when we started going out
执行“爬行”任务 on “Creepy Crawl” missions.
呃，不是非法闯入 Well, not breaking and entering.
令人毛骨悚然的爬行 Creepy Crawling.
你什么? You what?
我们爬了他们 We Creepy Crawled them.
我们中有几个人会开车 A few of us would drive
进入富裕的社区 into some wealthy neighborhood,
我们会选一所房子 and we’d pick a house
我们就在他们眼皮底下偷东西 and we’d steal right from under these people’s noses
在他们睡觉的时候 while they slept.
你必须非常清醒 You had to be super aware.
你必须注意自己的一举一动 You had to be aware of every move you made.
有时候我们会嗑药 Well sometimes we’d drop acid
提高我们的意识水平 to heighten our awareness level.
我们爬了大概50多座房子， We Creepy Crawled probably fifty houses or more,
我们从未被抓过 and we never got caught.
一次也没有 Not once.
你要保持积极 You stay positive.
你面对你的恐惧 You confront your fears.
你对恐惧说“是”， You say yes to your fears,
向它们屈服并战胜它们 submit to them and overcome them.
没有道理就是没有道理 No sense makes sense.
你不会被抓的 You can’t get caught
如果你没有脑子的话 if you don’t got thought in your head.
有时我们会偷 Sometimes we would steal
从我们闯入的那些人家里， from the people’s houses that we broke into,
其他时候我们只是把家具搬来搬去 other times we’d just move the furniture around
在他们早上醒来时吓他们一跳 to freak them out when they woke up in the morning.
我是个犯罪高手 I was a master criminal.
我真不敢相信你还活着 I can’t believe you’ve ever been alive.
你不配活着 You don’t deserve to live.
我恨你 I hate you.
你也得走了! You gotta go too!
带我去，伊丽莎白! Take me Elizabeth!
我的名字是Cassandra! My name is Cassandra!
你先杀了我! You killed me first!
Charlie开发了这个游戏 Charlie developed this game.
我们会服用很强的LSD We’d take really strong LSD
和坐在一个空椅子周围 and sit in a circle around an empty chair.
. Charlie称它为恐惧椅 Charlie called it the fear chair.
查理说话的时候，我们会盯着这把椅子看 We’d stare at this chair while Charlie spoke.
他让我们想象一头有钱的猪 He told us to imagine a rich establishment pig
坐在椅子上 sitting in the chair.
现在是猪的考验，他会说， Now it’s the pig’s trial he’d say,
我们会盯着这个想象中的人 and we’d stare at this imaginary person
并将他的恐惧投射到他身上， and project his fear right back at him,
使他无法动弹 . keeping him immobilized
和他自己投射的恐惧 with his own projected fear.
继续用查理来评判自己 Keep judging yourselves in Charlie,
但是不要照镜子! but don’t look in the mirror!
我不记得具体是什么时候了 I don’t remember exactly when
我的思想从现实跨越到想象，< i> my mind crossed over from reality to imagination,
but there is no escape it. . but there was no escaping it.
.那年夏天，一切似乎都要完蛋了 Things seemed so doom-laden that summer.
Charlie宣扬的一切似乎都是 Everything that Charlie preached seemed like
绝对的，神圣驱动的真理 absolute, divine driven truth.
而且，Charlie不再鼓吹自我的死亡了 And, Charlie wasn’t preaching about death of the ego anymore.
现在他指的是暴死 Now he meant violent death.
物理死亡<我> Physical death.
当他说死亡是美丽的，他是认真的 And when he said death is beautiful, he meant it.
死亡是美丽的， Death is beautiful,
因为这是人们最害怕的 because it it’s what people feared the most.
死亡只是一种幻觉 Death is merely an illusion anyway,
因为无限的灵魂永远不会死亡 because the infinite soul can never die.
如果你没死， If you’re not dead,
你很快就会的 you will be soon.
特克斯的情况很糟糕 Tex was in bad shape.
查理告诉我们，我们必须“不复存在”， Charlie had told us all we had to “cease to exist”,
但特克斯永远不能 but Tex never could.
解放思想， Free the mind,
你的屁股也会跟着走 and your ass is bound to follow.
他好像想要两全其美 It’s like he wanted it both ways you know.
前一分钟他还在说查理的坏话， One minute he’d be bad mouthing Charlie,
下一分钟他就会说 and the next minute he’d be saying shit like
"我是查理，查理就是我" “I am Charlie and Charlie is me”.
你懂吗，伙计? You dig man?
好了，我们到了 Well, here we are.
把钱给我 Give me the money.
你拿出来，我就付钱给他 You bring it out, I’ll pay the dude.
没有人，就没有掩护 No man, no fronts.
这个人不为任何人代言 The man doesn’t front for anybody.
他会跑到离家50码的地方 He’d be running it fifty yards from the house
然后把钱拿回来 and taking the money right back.
这他妈不是幌子 That’s not a fucking front.
听着，他不会为我改变规则的 Hey look he’s not gonna change his rules for me.
你到底要不要这样， Now do you want this or not,
因为我不在乎 because I don’t care.
我们现在就可以走 We can go right now.
来吧Lotsapoppa C’mon Lotsapoppa.
把钱给我 Give me the money.
我马上就回来 I’ll be back in a flash.
我不喜欢这样 I don’t like this.
洛萨帕说农场比地狱还疯狂， Lotsapoppa called the ranch madder than hell,
查理接了电话 and Charlie took the call.
是谁? Who is it.
我是查理，伙计 It’s Charlie, man.
查理和他谈过 And Charlie, talked to him,
安抚他，让他冷静下来 soothed him out, cooled him.
说不要到这里来 And said don’t come down here,
我会过去的 I’ll come over there
我们会解决这个问题的 and we’ll settle this thing.
你要去哪里? Where you going?
宝贝，你叫什么名字? Hey baby, what’s your name?
你他妈放开我! Get the fuck off of me!
可怜的孩子，你一定是罗西娜 You poor child, you must be Rosina.
嘿,男人! Hey man!
我在跟你说话! I’m talking to you!
快过来! Get over here!
玛妮，你能解开这可怜女孩的手吗? Marnie, would you untie this poor girls hands?
你要去哪里? Where you going?
听着，混蛋，你把她绑起来! Look motherfucker, you keep her tied up!
拜托，伙计， Aw, come on man,
这个小女人都无法打败你 this little woman couldn’t out muscle you.
好了，混蛋，起来! Alright motherfucker, get up!
起来! Get up!
把那该死的枪放在桌上! And put that fucking gun on the table!
简单! Easy!
慢慢来 Easy it’s going.
我说了放轻松! I said easy!
这很容易 It’s going easy.
我们完全相信种族战争 Oh the race war was something we believed in totally.
这不是谋杀的原因， It wasn’t the reason for the murders,
但是他们相信将会有一场伟大的种族战争 but the belief that there was going the be a great race war
是大气中有什么东西吗 was something that hung in the atmosphere
把我们逼疯了 and drove us crazy.
查理以为洛萨帕是黑豹 Charlie thought Lotsapoppa was a Black Panther.
自从我们通过电话后，一切都没变 Nothing has changed since we talked on the phone man.
如果特克斯拿不到那笔钱， And if Tex ain’t got every last cent of that money,
他浪费了 he’s wasted.
我要杀了他 I’m gonna kill him.
他会血本无归的，明白吗? He’s gonna be wiped out, you dig it?
那没必要 That’s not necessary.
把它当作我的礼物吧 Take it as a gift from me.
礼物? Gift?
拜托 Please.
好的 OK.
这就是你 And here you are.
杀了我 Kill me.
用我的命换我弟弟 My life in exchange for my brother.
拍我 Shoot me.
阿门查理 Amen Charlie.
他是一个人想怎样就怎样的人 He’s whatever a person wants to make of him.
实际上，他是一面镜子， He’s a mirror, actually,
你自己的倒影 a reflection of yourself.
起床了 Get up.
你回来的时候它们都在这里 They’ll both be right here when you get back.
如果我们不操死他们 If we don’t fuck’em to death.
我去叫特克斯 I’ll get Tex for you.
玛妮，我马上回来 Marnie, I’ll be back soon.
现在你有道理了，小家伙 Now you making sense little man.
你打算怎么办? What are you gonna do?
射我吗? Shoot me?
我怎么能用空枪射你? How could I shoot you with an empty gun?
里面没有子弹，伙计 There are no bullets in it man.
好吧，你这个小混蛋 Alright you little fuck.
<我> (射击) [Gunshot]
(尖叫)<我> [Scream]
放弃 Drop it.
在所有被记载的文字中， In everything that’s ever been written,
人们总是忽视那次枪击的重要性， people always overlook how important that shooting was,
以及它对未来的影响 and the impact that it had on the future.
查理吓坏了 Charlie was terrified
黑豹党会来对付我们 that the Black Panthers would come down on us
因为枪杀了洛萨帕 for shooting Lotsapoppa.
你穿的衬衫真漂亮 That’s a really nice shirt you’re wearing there.
我喜欢，真的 I like it, I really do.
能给我吗? Could I have it?
我当然想拥有它 I sure would like to have it.
我记得听说过一个警察射杀了一个16岁的黑人孩子 I remember hearing about the cop who shot the sixteen year old black kid.
瓦茨发生了种族骚乱， We had the race riots in Watts,
旧金山的黑豹党 the Black Panthers in San Francisco,
马丁·路德·金刚刚被暗杀 Martin Luther King had just been assassinated.
所以查理的说唱看起来一点都不离谱 So Charlie’s rap didn’t seem too far out at all.
似乎一个月后就不会发生了， It didn’t seem like it was going to happen a month from now,
它正在发生 it was happening right now.
现在 Right now.
我爱你 I love you.
我做的事 I do.
我认为这才是整个故事的关键所在 I think that’s really the crux of the entire story here.
那是他杀人的出发点 That, that was the springboard for these killings.
这是第一张倒下的多米诺骨牌， That was the first domino to tip over,
这就引出了其他的问题 and it, it lead to the rest.
它消失了，伙计 It’s gone man.
给，再给他装点 Here, pack him some more in there.
你们这些该死的家伙 You fucking guys geeking.
我什么都没看，伙计 I ain’t geeking on nothing, man.
我是说，我猜不是，这他妈的糟透了 I mean, I guess not, this shit fucking sucks.
我自己也很难摆脱它 I can hardly geek off of it myself.
再给我一点 Give me some more.
嘿，伙计，你想要这个吗? Hey man you want one of these?
感觉很好， It feels good and everything,
但我不需要它什么的 but I don’t need it or anything.
谁知道呢? Well, who does?
你们承受的打击太大了 You guys take too big of hits.
耶稣基督! Jesus Christ!
你他妈总是发牢骚 You fucking whine so much man.
为什么不轮到你呢? Why don’t you take your turn?
最后谢谢你 Thank you, finally.
我记得我说过是空的 I thought I said it was fucking empty
上次你交给我的时候 last time you handed it to me.
他是神! He is god!
你觉得他们为什么要送他去毒气室? Why do you think they’re sending him to the gas chamber?
<我> (射击) [Gunshot]
现在你试试 Now you try.
扣动扳机 Squeeze the trigger.
你拉 You’re pulling.
别把它放进嘴里 Don’t put it in your mouth.
紧缩 Squeeze.
阻止它 Stop it.
我想跟你和你的人谈谈，查理 I want to talk to you and your people Charlie.
永远不要用枪指着别人 Never point a gun at anyone.
告诉我西米怎么了! You tell me what happened to Simi!
思米谁? Simi who?
我们打开了她的心扉 We opened up her mind.
她分手 She split.
她的父母打来电话 Her parents called.
她已经五天没回家了 She hasn’t been home for five days.
该死的嬉皮士最好跟我说实话 Goddamn hippies better be straight with me.
你最好说话小心点，小矮子 You better watch what you’re saying Shorty.
不然我就把你的头装进盒子里 Or I’m gonna have your head in a box.
告密者? Snitches?
告密者会被处理掉的 Snitches will be taken care of.
警长，已经6点了 Chief it’s, it’s 6:00.
了吗? Already?
的确如此 It sure is.
你知道，不是每个人都 You know, not everybody in the world’s
像你这样的工作狂 a workaholic like you happen to be.
安妮特今天放假了 And Annette’s had the day off,
我敢打赌， and I’ll bet ya,
当我回到家， when I get home,
我可能还有几块牛排在烤架上， I just might have a couple of steaks on the grill,
也许还有一瓶便宜的红酒等着你 and maybe a cheap bottle of wine waiting.
好吧，我想我还是待在这儿吧 Well, I think I’m going to hang around
至少还得再待一个小时左右 for about another hour or so, anyway.
有很多事要做 A lot to do.
好吧，早上9点见，好吗? Well, I’ll see you about nine in the morning, OK?
好的，听起来不错 Alright, sounds good.
替我向安妮特问好 Say hi to Annette for me.
一定会的 Sure will.
明天见 See you tomorrow.
晚安 Goodnight.
<我>,再 People, [unintelligible]
[印度人的声音和声音 [Indian noises and voices.]
(不知所云)<我> [Unintelligible]
让我们有尊严 Lets be dignified.
如果你不告诉他们他们快死了 If you don’t tell them their dying
我们可能能够停止一些无意义的 we might be able to stop some of this nonsense.
查理是我见过的唯一完整的男人 Charlie’s the only complete man I’ve ever met.
他不会让任何女人说服他做任何事 He won’t let any woman talk him into anything.
他不接受任何顶嘴或抱怨 He won’t take any back talk or whining.
啊! Ahhhh!
泰克斯! Tex!
我们都很想你，查理也很想你 Oh, we’ve missed you, Charlie’s missed you
你到底去哪了? Where the hell have you been?
你要留下来吗? Are you staying?
是的 Yeah.
那是什么? What’s that?
你还有很多事要做呢 You’ve got a lot of catching up to do.
他从来没有真正下过命令 He never really gave orders.
他太邪恶了 He was so evil
他的说教会把我们吓死 he would just scare us to death with his preachings.
每天晚上他都会告诉我们 Every night he’d tell us
种族战争即将爆发， that there was going to be a race war,
还有白人和黑人 and that whitey and the blacks
我们就要开战了 were going to go to war,
这是一场最严重的战争 and it was going to he the worst war
世界上从未见过的 the world had ever seen.
他说我们必须做好准备 And he said that we had to be ready
为了拯救孩子们 to save the children
拯救那些无家可归的婴儿， and rescue the homeless babies,
把他们带到安全的沙漠里 and carry them off into the desert to safety.
他说我们得开始收集沙丘车， And he said we had to start collecting dune buggies,
枪支和物资 and guns and supplies
还有其他帮助我们生存的东西 and all these other things to help us survive.
然后他就会平静地拔出这把折刀 And then he would just calmly pull out this buck knife
他说我不知道你们其他人是怎么想的 and he said I don’t know about the rest of you,
但我要开始带刀了 but I’m going to start carrying a knife.
没有善与恶，只有善与恶 There’s no good or no evil, there just is.
你知道吗 Did you have any idea
你要成为使徒之一吗? you were going to be one of the apostles?
嗯? Hmm?
使徒吗? An Apostle?
你这是什么意思? What the hell is that supposed to mean?
得了吧，特克斯，不然我们现在为什么在这里? C’mon Tex, why else would you and I be here right now?
我们怎么会在这里? Why would any of us be here?
哦 Oh.
查理 Charlie.
这是正确的 That’s right.
来吧帕蒂 C’mon Patty.
特克斯…… Tex...
你知道他是谁，对吧? Well, you know who he is don’t you?
都是真的，特克斯! It’s all true Tex!
我知道这些事 I know about these things,
我知道这都是真的! I know it’s all true!
我以前在主日学校教书 I used to teach Sunday School.
在认识查理之前，我一直在学习做修女 I was studying to be a nun before I met Charlie.
查理的福音书 The Gospel according to Charlie
这就是你们这些女孩所知道的 is all you girls know.
你说得太对了，特克斯 You’re absolutely fucking right Tex,
因为查理就是基督 because Charlie is Christ
基督就是爱， and Christ is love,
查理就是爱 and Charlie is love.
查理和基督是一体的 That makes Charlie and Christ one.
披头士把这一切都写进了《白色专辑》 The Beatles laid it all out on the White Album.
长着人面的四个天使 The four angels with the faces of men
女人的头发， and the hair of women,
那是披头士乐队 that’s the Beatles.
火的胸牌 And the Breastplates of Fire.
那是他们的电吉他，看到了吗? That’s their electric guitars, see?
你知道第五位天使是谁，对吧? You know who the fifth angel is, don’t you?
你不? Don’t you?
我只是受够了这种狗屁思维 I’m just so sick of this mind-fucking bullshit.
你最好准备好 You better be ready.
两个星期，每个人都带着刀， Two weeks everybody’s carrying a knife,
查理教我们 and Charlie’s teaching us
割开一个人喉咙的最好方法 the best way to slit a person’s throat.
就像没有过去也没有未来一样 Just like there’s no past and no future.
只是现在, Just now,
这才是最重要的 that’s all that’s important.
这个时刻会到来的 The time is gonna come
那时，众人都要在神面前审判自己 when all men will judge themselves before God.
那将是最糟糕的地狱 It’ll be the worst hell,
地球上最糟糕的地狱 the worst hell on earth.
那会让纳粹德国看起来像野餐 It’ll make Nazi Germany look like a picnic.
你现在就得做好准备， And you gotta be ready for that right now,
就在此时此地，就像这样 right here right now just like that.
这就是我们一直在做的事情 And that’s where we’re at all the time.
查理安排了仓促巡逻 Charlie set up Helter Skelter patrols.
我们有24小时的岗哨 We kept 24 hour a day lookouts
带着猎枪在牧场周围巡逻 posted with shotguns around the ranch.
这对查理来说是个完美的时机 It was perfect timing for Charlie,
因为家族开始分裂了 because the Family was starting to drift apart.
但现在我们被逼着走了 But now we were being pushed
到地球上最后一个安全的角落，沙漠 to the last safe corner of the earth, the desert.
地方检察官编造了这个谎言 Now, the District Attorney made up the lie
查理想挑起这场黑白战争 that Charlie was trying to start this black, white war
带来世界末日 to bring on Armageddon.
战争不是查理挑起的 Charlie didn’t start the war.
就我们所有人而言 As far as we were all concerned
它已经下来了 it was already coming down.
Helter Skelter是一首歌的名字 Helter Skelter is the name of a song
由披头士乐队演出，仅此而已 performed by The Beatles, period.
《慌慌张张》对我们来说很真实 Helter Skelter was very real to us.
就我们所知，它正在发生 For all we knew it was happening.
所有的事件都在发生 All the events were taking place.
我们认为我们真的必须去沙漠 And we thought we really had to get to the desert.
沙漠是唯一能拯救我们的方法 That the desert was the only way that we could be saved.
我们还是会做音乐，狂欢， We’d still make music and orgy,
但现在它有了阴暗的阴暗面 but now it had this dark underbelly to it.
一切都是圣经和启示录 Everything was Biblical and Apocalyptic.
我们会杀了任何挡路的人，就这样! We will kill anyone who gets in our way, period!
我们该怎么办，查理? What are we gonna do Charlie?
爬到猪舍里去? Creepy Crawl some pig’s house?
我当然爱查理 Of course I loved Charlie.
我觉得他是弥赛亚又来了 I felt like he was the Messiah come again.
你知道基督再临 You know the Second Coming of Christ.
犹太人的王 King of the Jews.
喝这个 Drink from this.
因为这是我的血 For this is my blood,
新约的血， the blood of the new covenant,
它为许多人脱落 which is shed for many.
火焰像魔鬼的呼吸一样爆炸了! And the flames blew up like the devil’s breath!
为许多人流泪 Shed for many.
我是魔鬼! I’m the Devil!
魔鬼! The Devil!
查理，我是魔鬼! Charlie, I’m the Devil!
崛起! Rise!
他们对自己的谋杀都不悔改，< i> Neither repented they of their murders,
或他们的巫术， nor of their sorceries,
或他们的私通， nor of their fornications,
也不知道他们的偷窃行为 nor of their thefts.
他们有一个国王统治他们，< i> And they had a King over them,
是无底洞的天使 which is the Angel of the Bottomless Pit.
他的名字在希伯来语是阿巴顿， Whose name in the Hebrew tongue is Abaddon,
但在拉丁语中， but in the Latin tongue,
他的名字是Exterminans. hath his name is Exterminans.
我开始把它拉开了 And I started to space it real bad.
我他妈看了看 And I fucking looked over
查理看起来就像魔鬼，伙计 and Charlie looked like the Devil, man.
我说，伙计，我觉得我们在地狱里 I said, “Man, I think we’re in hell”.
他说"是啊，太棒了" And he said, “Yeah, ain’t it groovy”
我拍到了一些很奇怪的照片 I was getting some real weird pictures.
所以我趁这个机会出来了 So I get out while the getting was good.
你说不能离开是什么意思? What do you mean leaving, you can’t?
你愿意和我一起去吗? Will you go with me?
为什么? Why?
你不能离开 You can’t leave.
我无意中听到泰克斯和赛迪 I overheard Tex and Sadie,
他们在看着你 and they’re watching you.
我得离开这里 I gotta get out of here.
为什么? Why?
这是怎么回事? What is going on?
我是神圣的 I’m sacred.
怎么了? What’s wrong?
查理问我 Charlie asked me
如果我要杀人的话 if I would kill somebody.
袋子里有什么，阳光? What’s in the bag Sunshine?
嗨,赛迪 Hi Sadie.
你不能杀人 You can’t kill.
杀人 Kill.
一群背靠背的人， Bunch of people with their backs up against the wall,
几乎愿意…… willing almost to...
杀死人吗? Kill someone?
哦,是的 Oh, yeah.
在一瞬间 In a split second.
杀了疯子，丢掉你的生命 Kill crazy and throw your life away.
任何我自己的意志和个性的痕迹 Any traces of my own will or personality
已经完全溶解了 had totally dissolved by this time.
我只是查理的延伸， I was just as extension of Charlie,
我非常认真地扮演着执法者的角色 and I took my role of enforcer very seriously.
你要去哪里? Where were you going?
有什么大不了的? What’s the big deal?
我只是想一个人待一会儿 I just wanted to be by myself for a while.
她穿着这个 She was wearing these.
我喜欢看清楚 I like to see in focus.
你在逃跑 You were running away.
我没有逃跑! I wasn’t running away!
听着，突然有什么大不了的? Look what’s the big deal all of a sudden?
你们表现得像牧场一样 You guys are acting like the ranch
已经变成了军营 has become a military camp.
把它们脱下来 Take them off.
查理让你别戴的 Charlie told you not to wear them.
停止它! Stop it!
我想穿! I want to wear them!
不许你不告诉任何人就离开牧场! Don’t you ever leave the ranch without telling anyone!
去死亡谷，你知道， Going out to Death Valley, you know,
这很有道理 it made a lot of sense.
一个我们可以抚养孩子的地方， Somewhere that we could raise our children,
让他们来教我们 and let them teach us
一些我们需要学习的东西 some of the things that we need to learn.
在一个更接近陆地的地方， In a place that’s closer to the land,
还有星星， and the stars,
和生命的精神 and the spirit of life.
你再这样，我就杀了你! Do it again and I’ll kill you!
我们会把你吊死在树上 We’ll hang you in a tree,
我们会割掉你的舌头! and we’ll cut your tongue out!
你不知道外面的情况有多绝望 You got no idea how desperate things were out there.
我说的不是沮丧， I’m not talking frustration,
我说的是精神错乱 I’m talking lunacy.
(唱) [Chanting]
查理以为加里继承了一大笔钱 Charlie thought that Gary had inherited a lot of money.
所以查理邀请加里加入这个家族 So Charlie asked Gary to join the Family
和我们一起去沙漠 and come with us to the desert.
加里说不行， Gary said no,
所以查理让我和鲍比去说服他 so Charlie told Bobby and I to try to convince him.
在你需要帮助的时候，我给了你所有的帮助 I’ve given you, given you all help in times of need.
但我不会跟着查理去沙漠 But I’m not following Charlie into the desert.
我有自己的生活，就在这里 I have my life, and it’s here.
我们不是要你改变加里 We’re not asking you to change Gary.
你可以带上你的… You can bring your, your...
Gohanza Gohanza.
你的Gohanza在那里 Your Gohanza out there.
你可以拥有这里的所有东西 You can have everything there that you have here.
加里，我们爱你 We love you Gary.
我们需要你，伙计 We need you, man.
我需要你 I need you.
不,好吗? No, alright?
你还是我的兄弟 You’re still my brother,
我妹妹， and my sister,
但我必须忠于自己 but I must be true to myself.
最后的机会 Last chance.
这样的搬家要花很多钱 It’s gonna take a lot of money for a move of this kind.
我给你40美元，好吧 I’ll give you forty dollars, okay.
两万怎么样? How about twenty grand?
怎么样? How about it?
我们需要那笔钱，加里 We need that money Gary.
加里的事 The whole thing with Gary
是他把我烧了吗 was that he had burned me
在一千片美斯卡灵上 on a thousand tabs of mescaline.
我去那里只是为了把我的钱拿回来 I went there simply to get my money back.
我觉得你应该马上离开 I think you should leave right now.
废话 Bullshit.
我们不是在开玩笑，加里 We ain’t kidding Gary.
鲍比，你在干什么? Bobby, what are you doing?
我不知道查理跟你说了什么， Look, I don’t know what Charlie told you,
但我没有2万美元 but I don’t have twenty thousand dollars,
我不会付钱的 and I’m not paying.
你在跟我胡扯! You’re bullshitting me!
别说了，鲍比 Stop it Bobby.
滚出我的房子! Get out of my house!
看着他 Watch him.
我会找到的 I’m gonna find it.
他什么也找不到 He’s not gonna find anything.
闭嘴! Shut up!
我们把这地方搞得一团糟， We trashed this place, we turned it upside down,
我不知道还有什么… I don’t know what else...
我不知道他有没有 I don’t know if he has it.
好了,好了 Alright, fine.
好的 OK.
好了,好了 Alright, fine.
我们会在这里的 We’ll be here.
你在做可怕的事情 You’re making terrible causes.
你以后的生活要为此负责 Causes you’ll answer for in later life.
查理生你的气了 Charlie’s pissed at you man.
你无法改变你所犯下的罪行， You can’t change the causes you’ve made,
但你可以用积极的态度来对抗它们 but you can counter them with positive ones.
管他呢 What the hell.
你也是，赛迪 You too Sadie.
那就去吧 Just go.
跟查理说去吧 Tell that to Charlie.
(播放音乐) [Music playing]
戴着那玩意儿我没法思考 I can’t think with that shit on.
(播放音乐) [Music playing]
漏洞百出的小妞 Trippy chick.
好的，好的，继续 Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
Gary对正在发生的事情没有兴趣 Gary had no stomach for what was going on.
他只是一遍又一遍地说 He just kept saying over and over again
他没有钱，并且， that he didn’t have any money, and,
和他很累， and he was tired,
和他想去睡觉 and he wanted to go to sleep.
我和Bobby在那所房子里到处找钱 Me and Bobby looked everywhere in that house for money.
[敲门] [Knock on door]
这是查理 That’s Charlie.
让他进来 Let him in.
最后博比不知道该怎么办了 Finally Bobby didn’t know what to do.
起床了 Get up.
嘿,查理 Hey Charlie.
布鲁斯在哪儿? Where’s Bruce?
查理，我觉得你不知道自己在做什么 Charlie, I don’t think you know what you’re doing by this.
我想谈谈那笔钱，杰克! I want to talk about that money Jack!
现在，它在哪里? Right now, where is it?
带着你的人出去 Take your people and get out.
(尖叫) [Scream]
不要男人 Don’t man.
拿不到钱别回来，伙计 Don’t come back without the money, man.
在我的审判期间 During my trial
控方想把查理牵扯进我的案子 the prosecution wanted to involve Charlie in my case.
这很难，因为他从来都不在那里 Which is difficult because he was never there at any time.
我们吵架的时候，我割伤了加里 I cut Gary, when we were fighting.
那不是他的耳朵， And it wasn’t his ear,
更像是他脸颊上的小伤口 it was more like this little slash on his cheek.
把这个 Take this.
这样更安全一点 It’s a little safer.
收拾干净，女人! Clean up woman!
我想那时候查理知道发生了什么， I think at that point Charlie knew what was going on,
但我们没有 but we didn’t.
我知道鲍比完全没有准备好面对即将发生的事情 I know Bobby was not at all ready for what was happening.
闭嘴! Shut up!
我去找人把他的耳朵修好 I’m gonna go get someone to fix his ear.
你哪也别想去 You’re not going anywhere.
听着，我们没有绷带… Look, we don’t have bandages...
他还会流血不止 And he will keep bleeding
除非你告诉我们钱在哪里，加里! until you tell us where that fucking money is, Gary!
他什么都不会告诉我们的 He’s not gonna tell us a fucking thing
除非我们帮他! unless we help him!
这是正确的! That’s right!
我要把这地方拆了 I’m gonna rip this place apart,
你要看着他 and you’re gonna watch him.
我现在就去拿些医疗用品! I am going to get some medical supplies right now!
照我说的做，赛迪! You do what I say Sadie!
去你妈的! Fuck you!
你真他妈蠢 You’re so fucking stupid.
来，加里，喝了这个 Here Gary, drink this.
我们得做点什么 We gotta do something,
我们不能在这里待太久了 we can’t stay here much longer.
我把这地方搞得天翻地覆 I’ve turned this place upside down,
你想做什么? what do you want to do?
打电话给农场，问问查理 Well call the ranch, ask Charlie.
问查理吗? Ask Charlie?
当然可以问问查理 Ask Charlie, sure.
查理总是有答案的，对吧? Charlie always has an answer, right?
这并不总是正确的答案， It’s not always the right answer,
但他总有答案 but he always has an answer.
我们还做过什么? What the hell else have we ever done?
没错，我们还做过什么? That’s right, what the hell else have we ever done?
你们这些混蛋会被烧死的 You bastards will fry for this.
加里，你正在进入下界 You’re descending into the lower worlds Gary.
你的信仰呢? Where’s your faith?
(唱) [Chanting]
叫农场鲍比 Call the ranch Bobby.
也许查理会让我们带他回去? Maybe Charlie will let us take him back there?
嘿,查理 Hey Charlie.
没有，什么都没有 No, nothing, zero.
(唱) [Chanting]
这是怎么呢 What’s going on?
(唱) [Chanting]
不，鲍比，鲍比不! No, Bobby, Bobby No!
不! No!
的帮助! Help!
帮帮我! Help me!
的帮助! Help!
再捅他一刀，鲍比 Stab him again Bobby.
(唱) [Chanting]
鲍比，你能帮帮我吗? Bobby, would you help me!
死亡是一件美好的事， To die is a beautiful thing,
这是，这是一切， it’s, it’s everything,
它是光谱中的每一种颜色， it’s every color in the spectrum of light,
每一个声音, every sound,
所有音乐中的每一个音符 every note in all music.
我回去试图掩盖我的踪迹 I returned and tried to cover up my tracks.
但我留下了一些指纹 But I left some prints.
为什么叫“政治猪”? Why “Political Piggy”?
把责任推给黑人 To put it off on the blacks.
这就是鲍比留下爪印的原因， Well, that’s why Bobby made the paw print,
你知道，黑豹党? you know, the Black Panthers?
我很担心被抓 I had a lot of anxiety over getting busted.
我以弃车为借口把牧场分开了 I split the ranch on the pretence of ditching the car.
一天早上，几个警察在路边把我叫醒了 Some cops woke me up one morning on the side of the road.
叫我上车， Called in the car,
在车里找到了刀 found the knife in the car,
把我拖进去， hauled my ass in,
我所有的创意努力都被彻底否定了 effectively negating all of my creative efforts forever.
这都是你的错，查理! This is all your fault Charlie!
闭嘴! Shut up!
你闭嘴! You shut up!
只要我们还在监狱里， As long as any of us are in jail,
你知道，我们都在监狱里 we’re all in jail, you know.
我在这里走来走去， I’m walking around out here,
但我和每一个年轻人都在监狱里 but I’m in jail with every single young person
你知道，那应该是免费的 that should be free, you know.
我和查理在正义大厅， I’m in the Hall of Justice with Charlie,
我和鲍比在死囚区 and I’m on death row with Bobby.
哇，他们抓到鲍比了 Wow, they got Bobby.
那是出于对哥哥的爱 It was for the love of brother.
这和种族战争没有关系，没有， This had nothing to do with the race war, no,
没有黑人对抗白人，没有世界末日， no blacks against whites, no Armageddon,
它没有白色专辑， it no White Album,
没有慌乱， no Helter Skelter,
那不是重点 that wasn’t what it was about.
然后他继续说我们是一家人 Then he went on about how we were a family
我们不会让我们的兄弟在监狱里烂掉 and we weren’t going to let one of our brothers rot in jail.
女孩们都很爱鲍比， Girls loved Bobby enough to do this,
当他们夺走这些人的生命时， as they took these people’s lives,
他们愿意献出自己的生命 they were willing to give their own lives.
这就是死刑犯们正在做的事 And that’s what they’re doing right now on death row.
这是对兄弟的爱 It’s for the love of brother.
我们知道查理愿意献出自己的生命 We knew that Charlie was willing to give his life.
他提到了洛萨帕， He brought up the subject of Lotsapoppa,
那是我的烂摊子， and how that had been my mess,
还有他是如何收拾残局的 and how he had to clean that one up.
他夺走了一条生命 That he had taken a life,
现在轮到我来还债了 and now it was my turn to repay that debt.
女孩们决定，如果她们找到警察， Well the girls, decided if they found, the police,
如果他们发现更多尸体 if they found more bodies,
用血写在墙上， with, with writing on the wall in blood,
他们会认为凶手在逃， that, that they’d assume the killer was on the loose,
他们就会放了鲍比 and they’d let Bobby go.
他告诉我女孩们有计划， He told me that the girls had a plan,
他们需要我帮他们完成任务 and that they needed me to help them carry it out.
他说，去特里以前住的地方， He said, go to Terry’s old place,
把你找到的钱都拿走 take all the money you find,
杀了所有人 and kill anyone there.
我在穿我的爬行服 I was getting into my Creepy Crawl clothes
我和特克斯在偷偷摸摸地跑 and me and Tex were sneaking some speed,
准备出发了 and getting ready to go.
琳达，起来 Linda, get up.
醒醒吧! Wake up!
现在，你需要你的驾照， Now, you’re gonna need your drivers license,
换身衣服 a change of clothes.
穿上我现在穿的深色衣服 Put on dark clothes like I’m wearing.
带上你的刀 And bring your knife.
琳达 Linda.
我要你去特克斯叫你去的地方 I want you to go wherever Tex tells you.
大家，照特克斯说的做 Everybody, do whatever Tex says.
他知道该怎么做， He knows what to do,
听他说 listen to him.
并留下记号 And leave a sign.
你们知道我的意思 You girls know what I mean.
怪异的东西 Something witchy.
所以我把他们带到那里 So I led them there.
我以前去过那里三次 I had been there three times before.
我会从棺材里走出来 I would step out of this casket
就像吸血鬼之类的 like some freaky vampire or something,
我会指着我的受害者 and I would point at my victim
闭嘴! Shut up!
我会在他面前跳舞 And I would dance in front of him.
我希望你闭嘴! I wish you’d shut up!
闭嘴，你他妈闭嘴! Shut up, shut the fuck up!
我们开车! We’re driving!
走吧! Go!
我让姑娘们在车里等着 I had the girls wait in the car
我爬上了电线杆 while I climbed the telephone pole
剪断电线 and cut the wire.
我下了路堤， I went down an embankment,
爬过栅栏和铁丝网 climbed a fence and over some barbed wire.
我们朝房子走去 We were headed toward the house
当我们看到一辆车开上车道时 when we saw a car coming up the driveway.
下来! Down!
下来! Get Down!
嘿! Hey!
求你了，我什么都不会说的! Please I won’t say anything!
开始了，来吧 It’s starting, come on.
我关掉引擎， I turned the engine off,
把车往后推了几码， rolled the car back a few yards,
我让琳达在这里放哨 and I told Linda to keep watch.
然后我去了那栋房子， Then I went up to the house,
我撕开屏幕， I slit a screen,
爬, climbed in,
我走到前门，让赛迪进来 went to the front door and I let Sadie in.
去看看有没有其他人 Go check for other people.
现在几点了? What time is it?
你是谁? Who are you?
你想要什么? What do you want?
我是魔鬼， I’m the Devil,
我是来做魔鬼的事的 and I’m here to do the Devil’s business.
琳达，琳达，我需要你的刀 Linda, Linda, I need your knife.
你怎么了? What’s wrong with you?
听声音 Listen for sounds.
这时赛迪回来了 Now Sadie came back in
和一个穿着睡衣的女人， with a woman dressed in a nightgown,
告诉我还有一对 and told me that there was another couple
在其中一间卧室里 in one of the bedrooms.
看她! Watch her!
什么? What?
看她! Watch her!
不! No!
动! Move!
我很害怕 I’m scared.
你他妈小心点! Be careful with her goddamn you!
安静! Silence!
再说一个字，你就死定了 One more word and you will die.
他是认真的! He means it!
到那边去 Get over there.
站在那里! Stand there!
我之前吸过的甲基苯丙胺晶体 The methamphetamine crystal that I had snorted earlier
把所有东西都模糊了 was blurring everything together.
Time was telescoping. . Time was telescoping.
<我>我有一个思想我> < / As soon as I had a thought
我已经在身体上行动了 I was already physically acting on it.
对我来说，这些人不是人 To me these people were not human,
他们不如人类， they were less than human,
他们是人造的 they were artificial.
让她走吧， Let her go,
你没看见她怀孕了吗? can’t you see she’s pregnant.
(枪) [Gunshot]
请, Please,
哦，上帝啊! oh God please!
闭嘴! Shut up!
求你了，你要什么我们都给你 Please, we’ll give you anything you want.
我要你所有的钱 I want all the money you have here.
我卧室里有钱 I have money in my bedroom.
求你了，让我帮你拿 Please, let me get it for you.
赛迪，和她一起去 Sadie, go with her.
你拿到了多少钱? How much did you get?
72美元 Seventy two dollars.
72美元，这就是你所有的钱吗? Seventy two dollars, is that all you have?
你要多少钱? How much, do you want?
我要几千! I want thousands!
我们有更多， We have more,
我们可以得到更多，更多， we can get more, much more,
如果你给我们点时间 if you just give us time.
请吗? Please, please?
你知道我不是在开玩笑 You know I’m not kidding.
我知道，我知道 I know, I know.
(尖叫) [Screaming]
请停止! Please stop!
我是魔鬼 I’m the Devil.
你打算拿我们怎么办? What are you going to do with us?
你们都会死的! You are all going to die!
哈哈哈，哈哈哈，哈哈哈 Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
杀了他! Kill him!
不 No.
(尖叫) [Screaming]
的帮助! Help!
帮帮我! Help me!
我很抱歉! I’m so sorry!
我的天，我很抱歉! My god, I’m so sorry!
我很抱歉! I’m so sorry!
泰克斯! Tex!
特克斯，帮帮我! Tex help me!
帮帮我! Help me!
天啊，我很抱歉! God, I’m so sorry!
啊哈,停! Ahhhh, stop!
我放弃，带我走 I give up, take me.
求你了，让它停下来! Please, make it stop!
太迟了 It’s too late.
带我一起走吧 Just take me with you.
带我一起去，我会生下我的孩子 Take me with you, and I’ll have my baby.
让我生下我的孩子 Just let me have my baby.
我只想生下我的孩子 I just want to have my baby.
求你让我生下我的孩子! Please let me have my baby!
听着，贱人，我才不在乎你呢， Look bitch, I don’t give a shit about you,
我不在乎你是否会有孩子 I don’t care if you’re gonna have a baby.
你最好做好准备，因为你会死 You’d better be ready, ’cause you’re gonna die,
而我对此毫无感觉 and I don’t feel a thing about it.
杀了她 Kill her.
杀了她! Kill her!
(尖叫) [Screaming]
你心中必须有一份真爱 You have to have a real love in your heart
为人们做这件事 to do this for people.
有什么大不了的? Well, what’s the big deal?
每天有100万婴儿出生和死亡 A million babies are born and die each day.
特克斯让我用毛巾蘸她的血 Tex told me to dip a towel in her blood
写一些震惊世界的东西 and write something that would shock the world.
于是我照做了 So I did.
查理在等我们 Charlie was waiting for us
当我们回到牧场时， when we got back to the ranch,
光着身子坐在月光下 sitting naked in the moonlight.
他问我们是否对自己的所作所为感到懊悔， He asked us if we had any remorse for what we’d done,
当然，正确答案是“不” and of course the right answer was “no”.
我记得帕蒂跟我说过 I remember Patty telling me about it
然后我经历了一个变化，我想， and then I went through a change and, and I thought,
没错，我想我们做到了 right on, I guess we did it.
第二天晚上， Well, the next night,
查理召集了克莱姆，赛迪，莱斯利，帕蒂和我， Charlie gathered up Clem, Sadie, Leslie, Patty and me,
他让我们跟他走 and, told us to come with him.
嗯,嗯 Well, um.
查理确保他 Charlie made sure that he,
他让我觉得很内疚 he sort of made me feel really guilty
说我应该想做这件事 and said that I should want to do it,
因为这能帮助鲍比 because it was going to help Bobby.
当然是琳达开车， Linda drove of course,
因为她有唯一有效的驾照 because she had the only valid drivers license.
我们去了查理曾经开过派对的房子 And we went to this house that Charlie had once partied at
他说我们会的 and he said we’re gonna do
房子右边的那个 the one on the right of that house.
他说前一天晚上太乱了， He said that the night before had been too messy,
这一次我们会做得不一样 and that this time we were gonna do it differently.
于是他走了进去 So he went inside
他把住在那里的夫妇绑了起来 and he tied up the couple who lived there
用一些皮革鞋带， with some leather laces,
然后他又出来了 and he came back out
他告诉了帕蒂，莱斯利和我 and he told uh, Patty and Leslie and me
进去杀了他们 to go in and kill them.
查理，我们，我们能不能现在就走? Charlie, can’t, can’t we just, can we just go now?
我们能走了吗，查理? Can we just go now Charlie?
但别告诉他们你要做什么 But don’t tell them what you’re gonna do.
别吓他们，那样他们就不会打架了 Don’t scare them, that way they won’t fight.
你要带她去哪里? Where are you taking her?
让他闭嘴! Shut him up!
我们有钱 We’ve got money.
你没必要这么做! You don’t have to do this!
你会杀了我们的，对吧! You’re gonna kill us, aren’t you!
请不要，请不要，停下! Please don’t, please don’t, stop!
你不必这么做 You don’t have to do this.
我有钱 I’ve got money.
我有钱，你没必要这么做 I’ve got money, you don’t have to do this.
不，别来烦我! No, leave me alone!
你没必要这么做! You don’t have to do this!
哦! Oh!
不 No.
她在哪里? Where is she?
迷迭香! Rosemary!
闭嘴，猪! Shut up pig!
因为我… Because I was...
我爱上了鲍比 I was in love with Bobby.
(尖叫) [Screaming]
不，不，不! No, No, No!
雷诺,雷诺! Leno, Leno!
帮助雷诺! Help Leno!
雷诺! Leno!
(尖叫) [Screaming]
死猪，死猪! Die pig, die!
死吧，猪死吧! Die, pig die!
是你杀了她吗? Did you kill her?
不是帕蒂 No Patty did.
哦，你得刺 Oh, you gotta stab.
刺 Stab.
如果你愿意被杀， If you are willing to be killed,
你必须愿意杀人 you must be willing to kill.
<我>你得刺 You gotta stab.
我现在知道了…… I know now...
那 that...
这就是我所做的 that what I did,
是给罗斯玛丽和雷诺 was to Rosemary and Leno,
而不是对事物， and not to things,
而不是猪 and not pigs.
天啊，我很抱歉 God, I’m so sorry.
我只想离开这里， I just want to get out of here,
这样我就能过上好日子了 so I can make something good with my life.
我让帕蒂在墙上写了字， Oh, I had Patty write on the walls,
冰箱里还有他们的血 and the refrigerator with their blood.
姑娘们从冰箱里拿了些吃的， The girls got something to eat from the refrigerator,
我洗了个澡 I took a shower.
然后我们就搭便车回牧场了 And then we just hitch hiked back to the ranch.
他们愿意进监狱 They’re willing to be in jail.
他们知道他们是为了大家而坐牢的 They know that they’re in jail for everybody.
也许我们都得进监狱 And maybe we’ll all have to go to jail
在我们把他们救出来之前 before we can get them out.
也许我们得去监狱说， Maybe we’ll have to go up to the jail and say,
嗨，带我去 Hi, take me.
但他们知道他们面对的是毒气室， But they know they’re facing the gas chamber,
他们不在乎 and they don’t care.
这就是人们不理解的， That’s what people don’t understand,
他们不在乎， they don’t care,
他们愿意去死 and they’re willing to die
让所有的年轻人都能自由 for all young people to be free.
告密者会被处理掉的 Snitches will be taken care of.
查理说, Charlie said,
查理说他们必须杀了小矮子 Charlie said they had to kill Shorty.
他不得不让克莱姆把他的头砍下来 He had to have Clem chop his head off.
我听说小矮子不会死 I heard that Shorty wouldn’t die
除非他们把他的头砍了 unless they chopped his head off.
查理说他知道的太多了 Charlie said he knew too much.
他真的打了她一拳 He actually punched her out.
矮子吗? Shorty?
查理 Charlie.
所以我们把他切成碎片 So we cut him into ribbons.
矮子吗? Shorty?
正确的 Right.
我们先给他下了药 First we dosed him.
然后我们在他被绊倒的时候把他绑了起来 Then we hogtied him while he was tripping.
我们在他的指甲里扎了针 We stuck needles under his fingernails.
在他的眼中 And in his eyes.
通过他的乳头 Through his nipples.
和公鸡! And cock!
告发小矮子可不太好 It’s not nice to snitch Shorty.
他尿裤子了 He pissed himself.
尿和血 Piss and blood.
那我们就把他灌进泥里 Then we drug him through the mud
他尖叫着要他的命 And he was screaming for his life
查理下了命令 And Charlie gave the word
我们像恺撒一样捅了他 And we stabbed him like Caesar
每个人，整个家庭 Everybody, the whole family.
他就是不肯死， He just wouldn’t die,
我们一直在捅啊捅啊捅 we just kept stabbing and stabbing and stabbing
刺，刺，刺 and stabbing, and stabbing, and stabbing
所以克莱姆砍了他的头 So Clem cut his head off.
我们把他切成九块 We cut him into nine pieces.
把他埋在九个地方 And buried him in nine places.
他的腿就埋在你身下 His legs are buried right under you.
告密是不好的 It’s not nice to snitch.
那个故事是女孩们编的 The girls made up that story
说我们要把他剁成九段 about us chopping him up into nine pieces.
就连检察官都在他的书里写了 Even the prosecutor put that in his book.
但当克莱姆带警察去农场时， But when Clem led the Police out to the ranch,
当然，他们发现骨架完好无损 they found the skeleton intact of course.
不,不! No, no!
靠边! Pull over!
滚出去! Get out!
上帝保佑我! God help me!
这是准备好了 It’s ready.
革命已经准备好， The revolution is ready,
查理一出来就开始了 and as soon as Charlie gets out it’s on.
革命开始了! The revolution is on!
如果你想伤害查理， And if you try to hurt Charlie,
你们都会死的! you’ll all die!
他是上帝， He is God,
完美的 Perfect.
就像完美一样 As perfection is.
因为这是完全一样的 Because it’s exactly the same thing.
我曾经有个哥哥 I had a brother once,
就这样被枪杀了， who was shot and killed like that,
在战争中毫无用处 for nothing in the war.
我是说，这完全是一回事 I mean, it’s exactly the same thing.
每一天，爱都在被扼杀 Every single day love is being killed.
我们都在一起 We’re all in this together.
你得刺 You gotta stab.
只要查理被关起来 As long as Charlie is locked away
在他的收容所，监狱，坟墓里， in his asylum, prison, grave,
你想怎么说他都行 you can say anything you want about him.
你可以制作更多关于他生活的虚构书籍和电影 You can make more bogus books and movies about his life.
你可以拿他开玩笑 You can joke about him,
你可以假装成他 you can pretend to be him,
你想说什么就说什么，想做什么就做什么 you can say and do anything you want.
但事实是， But the truth is,
你没有勇气面对他 you don’t have the soul to face him.
你们真是一群贪婪的人 You’re a lot of vultures.
你 You are.
你靠年轻人的牺牲生活 You live off the sacrifice of the young people.
你又美丽, You’re bloodsuckers,
你是谁, you are,
用你的小阳具符号? with your little phallic symbols you know?
我们在等我们的父亲被释放 We’re waiting for our father to be set free.
他是个天才，你不知道 He’s a genius, you don’t realize.
这是基督第二次受难! It’s the second crucifixion of Christ!
审判日就要来了，各位! Judgment Day is coming, people!
莱斯利的律师 Leslie’s lawyer,
罗纳德 Ronald.
媒体称他为“莱斯利的嬉皮士律师” The press called him “Leslie’s Hippy Lawyer”
我们都觉得他很酷 And we all thought he was pretty cool.
但是，他和其他人一样 But, he was just like the others.
他是第一个报复性谋杀 He was the first of the retaliation murders.
我们面对的都是毒气室! We are all facing the gas chamber!
嘿，嘿，伙计， Hey, hey man,
你认为会发生什么 what do you think would happen
如果一夜之间砍掉七十五头? if one night seventy five heads were cut off?
原谅我 Excuse me.
你们刚才判断了自己! You have just judged yourselves!
你最好把门锁好，看好自己的孩子! You better lock your doors and watch your own kids!
你的整个系统是一个游戏， Your whole system’s a game,
你们这些又瞎又蠢的人， you blind, stupid people,
你的孩子们会背叛你的! your children will turn against you!
死亡! Death!
这就是你们要得到的! That’s what you’re all gonna get!
我要战斗! I will fight!
你的孩子会奋起反抗， Your children will rise up,
然后杀了你 and kill you.
让黑夜咆哮 Let the night roar
因为他们能听到我们! because they can hear us!
<我> (警报响起来) [Alarm going off]
[笑] [Laughing]
等一下! Wait a minute!
(电话响了)<我> [Phone ringing]
(不知所云) [Unintelligible]
搞什么鬼 What the fuck.
你教会了他，你教会了他! You taught him, You taught him!
[电话答录机]这里是犯罪现场办公室 [Answering machine] You’ve reached the offices of crime scene.
我是Jack Wilson I’m Jack Wilson.
请留言 Leave a message.
不是我教的，是你教的! I didn’t teach him, you taught him!
[留言人]你好Wilson先生，我是[听不清] [Person leaving message] Hello Mr. Wilson, this is [unintelligible]
we 've have just received a break-in alert we’ve have just received a break-in alert
在我们的安全系统 on our security system.
我们已经派了一支警察部队到你的地址 We’ve dispatched a Police unit to your address
，他们马上就到，谢谢 and they will be arriving immediately, thank you.
是你教他的! You taught him!
啊! ! ! Ahhhhh!
父亲关心，父亲关心 Father cares, Father cares.
你可以从他的声音里听出来他很关心你 You can tell in his voice he cares.
托德，你为什么穿那件衬衫? Why you wearing that shirt Todd?
嗯 Um.
我是查理 This is Charlie.
带丹尼斯去后面看看 Show Dennis the back.
是的 Yeah.
丹尼斯以前见过这件衬衫 Man Dennis has seen this shirt before.
不，伙计我忘了，那件衬衫上写了什么? No, man I forget, what does that shirt say?
什么? What?
你他妈什么意思? What the fuck is that supposed to mean?
查理不冲浪? Charlie doesn’t surf?
来吧，伙计，我们离开这里 C’mon man, let’s get out of here.
我们走吧，伙计 Let’s go man.
我以为你们知道这事? I thought you guys knew about this shit?
不 No.
是的,是的 Yeah, yeah.
我的意思是， I mean, you know,
在查理浪费了所有人之前 before Charlie wasted all them people and everything,
你知道的, you know,
在他们把他送进监狱之前， before they sent him out to the clink, you know,
他过去常冲浪 he used to surf.
查理不能再冲浪了，他进监狱了 You know, Charlie don’t surf no more, he’s in jail.